Discarded Thoughts, Anxiety, and cupcakes
I haven't posted a blog in months. I have 3 or 4 crap blogs I left as drafts on my site. I didn't even finish my euro trip blogs and the details are foggy now. I've been so distracted by life. In good ways but still... I've started working out again, thank goddess. I've put on 15lbs in the last year. I was struggling to stay under 200 lbs two years ago. That is 30 lbs in the last two years. What the hell? I've been cycling through my different addictions, especially drinking for the past two years. Midlife crisis maybe? What I can't figure out is why just red wine? I leave a beer half drunk easily. But red wine I usually drain 3-6 glasses. I can do eight if I'm drinking from noon on. I don't drink it all in one go, but I'm drinking steady all day. Not good. I'm working on not drinking anything at all. Hell, I'd like to give up Diet Dr Pepper too. But I figure start small with the wine. The volume and frequency has worried me. I haven...